2009′s coming to an end.
marks a new beginning, but before all that, introspection needs to take place.
i have got tonnes to clean up and thrash out before they eat into my new beginning.
i have no want to give my 2010 a bad start.
take time out josel, take time out.
i guess the “slap” came just at the right time.
josel soh needs to wake up from thinking “nobody’s watching how she lives her life”.
pre-believers do. and they know the difference when a christian gives out the fragrance of Christ,
or the stench of death.
no excuses, they can differentiate a good fruit from a bad fruit
just as well as they can tell a good apple from a rotten one.
good. josel soh is so stupid she always learn things the hardest and harshest way.
i am hungry again…(sidetracked)
by the way i seem to be in love with that guy since eternity.
no other men actually make my heart skipped so many beats and make it pound so fast.
i cannot describe how his tender strength is so appealing and alluring.
something that i found in the Jesus i knew.
the very thing in Jesus that attracted me too.
the strangest thing is that i don’t have anything to rationalise,
nothing to justify why i should like him…
it’s just…there.
i think maybe this is what people always say…the FEELING.
haha.
i really hope this is a good sign, somehow.
oh no….even the thought of him is enough to melt my heart~..
i think i’m in deep trouble. :S
